December 2011
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scratch that
is it weird that i’m a little bummed out that we aren’t going out anymore? I mean it will be nice to sleep for a few hours, but, it woulda been a good time.
Going out tonight...
…instead of going to bed.
School tomorrow will be 12 hours of hell (yes, 12 hrs on sundays…). But apparently this is the party of the year for all involved.
She’s gonna be there… all of my greatest desires wrapped up in one person… Good God I hope I don’t say or do anything that will get me in trouble.
Then again… what is life without a little...
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Anxiety.
I’ve recently been feeling really good. About everything in my life.
22 out of 24 hours of every day I am strong.
Then I crawl into bed. In the dark, I am vulnerable.
Every night as I brush my teeth I say a silent prayer that I am so exhausted I’ll hit the pillow and be unconscious within seconds. That way, I won’t have to deal with the extreme loneliness that creeps in...
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you know that feeling...
…when you are halfway between asleep and awake… and you aren’t sure if something is real or if you’re dreaming?
you close your eyes again, and hope and pray that it’s real…
and then you roll over, open your eyes, and realize that it was just a dream, that it didn’t actually happen and (sad) reality sets in.
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Dear Maintenance Man;
It is no longer mid morning. in fact, it is not even late morning. It’s afternoon. And you still aren’t here. And I still have things to do before work. What the crap. Where are you? You’re seriously cramping my style / ruining my plans for the day.
Love,
Clutch.
